GPOYW from yesterday when the internet wasn’t working

Jeremy is getting off tomorrow instead of yesterday, so tonight we’re going on a 2 night hiking/camping trip. I was going to run today, but I started my period yesterday and I know running will hurt. A lot. And I need to make sure I feel okay while hiking. I figure it will balance out.

Eating was better yesterday, but not great. At least there was no binging.

I’ve noticed in the past that my binge eating often corresponds with binge reading- this time it was all 3 Hunger Games book reread in 2 days. Both destructive behaviors (yes, spending that much time reading is destructive when you have other responsibilities) would typically be forms of escape, but I have nothing from which I’m needing to escape. It doesn’t even make any sense.